@Cyril Jayant Thank you for sharing examples of your practice -- it is not “crappy!” Today it really inspired me to remember that everyone must dedicate time and effort to their practice. As a beginner, I have often become frustrated by my lack of progress. It is especially difficult when seeing beautiful writing on this forum and “perfect” exemplars in instruction books to feel like maybe I am somehow just not “cut out” for this.
I have seen many of your previous posts where you have mentioned hard work, long process or slow progress. But then you have such a GREAT ATTITUDE about not giving up and being enthusiastic even after falling down! Your positivity is admirable and just what I needed today to keep up the good fight.
I sincerely appreciate your contributions to this forum!
With gratitude and thanks,
Karl