I'm with you on the p's.
If you want to go the traditional route - an efficient way to get started is to choose one exemplar or one book -
and stick with it.
The hardest style will be the first one.
Once you learn how to study - each subsequent style will come easier.
How to study?
There is not One Way.
However, people who teach generally recommend an approach that starts with deconstructing the letters - learning the basic strokes -
and then gradually building letters - in groups of letters that are related.
Does that sound like something you could do?
I'm not suggesting that you can't have some fun and still write out whole words every day -
but it is like ballet - or sports - you really do need to grasp the basic elements before you put them together.
A little bit of discipline up front will make the whole process faster and smoother.
Have you downloaded Joe Vitolo's free e-book?
It covers all the details you need - plus there are videos.
https://books.apple.com/us/book/script-in-the-copperplate-style/id547108521
If you are PC - not Mac - you can still download the whole book and get the videos online.
I'm PC, but I have an old iPad and have downloaded the book. I've also, as I've mentioned, downloaded the Zanerian Manual. I've probably logged 100 hours watching and rewatching various YouTube videos, too. I'll admit I haven't watched any of Joe Vitolo's vids, though.
I've also completed A LOT of form and stroke drills every night before even attempting to write out words and phrases.i just don't post those.
I did experiment with mixing down some of the Speedball inks and using a brush to load the nib. Had a fair amount of success, there. One blob instead of many LOL.